distance

He finally came by to visit:).....but then we argued and ended up getting mad. i say that we should start over, so we did and everything was cool. he always knows what to say and what to do...but when it counts he doesn't have of clue...of what im thinking or how i feel, but thats cool. i think i just wanted every second to be perfect because all i had were seconds, and with every disagreement i felt like we lost the day. he stayed and woke me up hella early to make him breakfast... all i wanted to do was go back to sleep so i wanted him to leave. but now im awake, aware of his disappearance...wish he didn't leave.... but thats cool.


-shanna