I want to understand your side....but what about mine. does it matter or is its meaning, meaningless to you and everyone else. if i dont fight for myself who will? you? no. everyones busy with their own shit. i wish all i had to worry about was the two in this bubble...but you have a family and so do i that judge and hold us back...not to hurt us but to help themselves. but im hurt and i wont hide that or cover it up with a smile. i think about it ALL the time it haunts me....but i cant let go